temples: ([chiaki/naoya/isamu] sleepy kitties)
2012-04-22 09:02 pm

Nostalgia reigns! I am a true adult

So I'm sitting in bed

Thinking about how I'm moving in August and will need to put all this stuff in storage and maybe I should do some major spring cleaning because 1) storage is expensive (unless my grandparents don't mind me using their basement -- OOH, BREAKTHROUGH) and that led to me wondering where all my VHS tapes went and then having an intense craving for this one tape I had that had The Flintstones Meet the Jetsons and Scooby Doo and The Werewolf on it.

Now I want crunchberries.

Why?

Because there was a commercial on that tape for crunchberries.

....

Should I sell my first season of Heroes? I loved it but then after the first season, the show went rapidly downhill and I've only watched the DVDs once, maybe twice. They'd still be in good quality to sell.

I'm bored.

I still want Crunchberries.
temples: ([rukia] you might want to rethink that)
2012-04-19 03:21 pm
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Mrrrr

I swear to god, the next person who complains to me about having to work an eight hour shift or only making so much an hour is getting punched in the face.



(Fun fact: I initially typed "punch in the knife". While an interesting mental image, so not what I was going for.

But it made me laugh.)
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2012-04-19 07:38 am
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Things that happened

I had a horrible dream where I managed to get my old job back at Company and went back to work and had an income again and everything was great. It wasn't horrible when I was dreaming it but waking up and remembering it's not true? That feels pretty lousy.



It's the weekend of forced Catholic indoctrination so I've been cleaning the house and the backyard, preparing for having to put up family. I'm actually a little excited - it'll be the first time I've received family all on my own. I guess they didn't get the memo.

I'm going to have to cook, though.

Sigh.
temples: (unwanted harem)
2012-04-11 07:51 pm
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Oh right, this was a thing!

I think I was playing a terrible video game.

Liveplay! Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII.
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2012-04-10 12:22 pm

It's funny because it's true

I looked away for a second, looked back...

And someone had taken all my spoons.
temples: ([raiho] plushie love you)
2012-03-30 04:36 pm

Congratulate my adultness!

Things I did today!

• I dealt with a difficult situation where a grown person was throwing a tantrum over not getting what they want, and it did it with as much class as possible.

• I applied to two whole jobs! And e-mailed my boss at Edge to ask him if it was okay to use him as a reference.

• I finally finished all the upstairs cleaning. I am free and clear!




Things I did not do today.

• ......... Tags. :(
temples: ([fujioka] bad unhappily)
2012-03-28 10:11 pm
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Things

The Hunger Games is a very good film! Soul-crushing if you cling to pacifist ideals like I do. (And sitting in a chair for two-some hours without moving or being able to stretch my legs meant I hobbled out of the theatre. I love doing that, really.)

There was a limping squirrel trying to cross the street when Friend and I were driving home. I made her drive around it because watching it pull itself up onto the curb with obvious struggle was the most heartbreaking thing ever.

I hope you live another however-many-years, Dave the Squirrel.

Came home to funeral details! And by that I mean, an abrupt e-mail throwing a website at me and a thing that may possibly be a phone number. It was her birthday yesterday and she would have been only 66.

The funeral is the same day as Distant Worlds, which is about what I feared.

.... I don't feel very good right now.
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2012-03-27 06:29 pm

My life is hard

Dilemma, DWers.

→ a) Buy myself a ticket for FF Distant Worlds and go by myself like a motherfucking boss.

Or!

→ b) Don't do that because the funeral that I haven't decided if I'm going to and don't know anything about yet could be that weekend.



It seems so obvious when I say it like that but there is no way I can justify telling Colin, "I can't attend your mother's funeral, I'm going to a concert."

ETA: I thought about it for five more seconds and bought the ticket. DISTANT WORLDS!
temples: ([misc] flying t-rex)
2012-03-21 07:22 pm
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# 34

I'm going to do it.

I'm going to force myself through this.

Liveplay! Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII.
temples: ([nagato] girl with a guitar)
2012-03-21 04:18 pm

# 33

And then things went right!

Yesterday, I went to Oakville to get my health card renewed. The procedure was really seamless, in part due to my having made an appointment prior, and the woman who was serving me was genuinely surprised to hear that someone on Health Line had told me that there was no way to cover my OHIP while I was waiting for my new card to arrive. She was able to reactivate my card for an additional month and gave me a form to present to my GP's office so that they knew I was between cards but still otherwise covered.

I went to see my doctor today about the knee pain I've suffered ever since London, and then he proceeded to have me sit up on the examination table thing and started groping my knee. I'm being glib but that's basically what he was doing, and of course I was giggling like an idiot because I am so ticklish and the poor guy was just like, "... what, is my face amusing her." He figured out almost right away from my description what the problem was and demonstrated by shoving my kneecap and patella cartilage into my thigh, which hurt LIKE A MOTHER. I'm not even kidding. I squealed in pain. And, basically my internet diagnosis of chondromalacia patella, a.k.a. Patella Femoral Syndrome was 100% correct.

It is not a problem nor anything permanently debilitating! It's a painful annoyance but he told me it should go away on its own given time, not straining my knee as much (basically, NO STAIRS unless absolutely necessary, but I'm sure I'm going to forget that my very first day of work) and icing my knee regularly.

I'm not thrilled, admittedly. But I am feeling a lot better mentally, if not physically. Having an official diagnosis from my grandparents' trusted physician should be enough additional assurance but it doesn't really give me a magical cure to make the pain go away. I don't want to be in pain. I want a healthy functioning knee where cartilage and bone don't get into fist fights every time I try to go up a set of stairs. However, it is just pain, and pain isn't permanent. I was worried it was indicative of something major and that it could jeopardise me going back to work or moving in September, but neither seem to be the case. To that I say: HELL YEAH. :D See the bright side, self.

So that's a considerable load of my mind.
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2012-03-20 08:43 am

# 32

I still hate everything.



Incomprehensible rant goes here.
temples: ([c.c./lulu] tugging affection)
2012-03-18 01:35 pm
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# 30

To-do for the week:

→ Bake cake for grandparents (from last week).

Finish cleaning upstairs kitchen.

→ Rake the leaves

→ OSAP application (if opened).

→ TAGS dammit


I also should play some more Crisis Core but... mrr.

How are you, people of the reading list? How was your week?
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2012-03-16 08:27 pm

# 29

Things that happened today:

→ I made substantial progress on cleaning the disgustingly dirty upstairs kitchen. It only took an entire bottle of Fantastik and two rolls of paper towels.

→ I finally was e-mailed about returning to work - hopefully next week, but if not, the week after.

→ I got another hefty cheque from my father. I can't cash it until April so it is in the frog's mouth. That's not actually a euphemism. I have a porcelain frog with a screwed in upper lip that can open and hold things.

→ Iiiiiii.... have not called the doctor about my knee yet. Because I am the most intelligent. But rest assured, it is hurting right now.

→ I don't know, cleaning takes forever.
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2012-03-14 10:17 pm

# 28

I love drunken phone calls where my mother starts crying because her PVR recordings have disappeared from her satellite cable. :D

For the record, I had no idea what she was talking about.
temples: ([radcliffe] sparkle motion)
2012-03-14 01:40 pm

# 27 ; a smattering of nothing important!

So my remaining housemates moved out. I'm all alone in the house right now and thankfully, while this hasn't increased my rent from being dirt cheap, it's also a fair bit of work on my part. I've been going through all the rooms and cleaning them, laying tape around the foundation of the walls so when the painters can come in, they can paint uninhibited, and otherwise doing plenty of little chores I never bothered to do when others were living here. It's also disorienting because I never go upstairs - my bedroom is on the first floor and half the time I sleep in the basement anyway, so upstairs is completely foreign to me. I find it pretty creepy, to see it empty and wide. Not to mention going up and down the stairs when I am specifically supposed to do not that isn't helping my knee.

My goal for this week? Scrub the upstairs kitchen cupboards. My house has two kitchens. Because it is that special.

I also spent the entire morning filling out forms for entrance awards and bursaries at my future university, so hopefully that will merit something more than me struggling to scrape together my tuition fee. The OSAP forms for the 2012/2013 school year have still not opened yet, and while it makes sense in theory since most students get accepted in May, not January, for that year -- it's still frustrating. I don't have an income right now and it's not as if I have a great deal of marketable skills for the terrible job market. Need someone to run a photo lab? Great! Need someone to do anything else? Ehhhh...

Basically, I want to apply for my loans so I can have that worry off my back. :D




... Why am I hearing footsteps from upstairs.

....... I hate this house.



Wow this entry is disjointed. Basically, "Jes talks about shit she does for n minutes."


Edit: And, okay.

> Go on Plurk for five seconds.

> Mood instantly crushed.

> Remember why it was a good idea to not do that.

I will stop being negative about plurk soon. Really.
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2012-03-13 05:27 pm

# 26

I need to learn that even if things get marginally out of my control, it's not the end of the world. Sometimes situations really are perfectly innocent. Murphy's Law is not always in play. So breathe, self. Breathe.

I'm also discovering I'm a lot happier when I ignore Plurk's existence. So, yay?



Anyway.

I have about thirty tags in my inbox I should be doing! But I spent a good part of the day cleaning and forcing my knee up and down flights of stairs.

Clearly that means it's time for video games.

Liveplay! Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII.
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2012-03-12 06:14 pm
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# 25

I was wrong. I am covered for a doctor's appointment. I guess I really do have no excuse now!

ANYWAY. [personal profile] sincere made the whole video game liveblogging/liveplay thing seem so cool, I had no choice but to be a sheep. So here it is.

Liveplay! Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII.
temples: ([minato] man's best friend)
2012-03-11 06:33 pm
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# 24 ; the week's to-do list

I'm going to try and do one of these every Sunday so I don't get completely lazy.

Clean the house.

→ Update CV.

→ Start applying for work.

→ OSAP and residency application status. Update: Residency application submitted!

→ Bake a cake for grandparents.


My life is so interesting, guys.




How are you? :D I want to hear about you, circle and/or access list!
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2012-03-01 05:16 pm

# 23

I need a to-do list for tomorrow otherwise I'll just keep playing Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core forever.

Go to bank, deposit cheque.

Get haircut.

Check OSAP website.

Check residency application and Portal e-mail.

E-mail father.

→ Tag through the Watch meeting.


That's not a huge or impossible list, self. You can do it!
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2012-02-28 05:57 pm

# 22

A conversation that legitimately just occurred in my household.

Sarah: Hey Jes, I found something special at the [grocery] store!
Me: Cool, paper magazines!
Sarah: ......... They're pizza bagels.
Me: I KNEW THAT SHUT UP

This is a paper magazine. I reload and shuffle them around at work.

This is the box Sarah was showing me.



Apparently they're interchangeable in Jesland.