I threw out all my words

[temples]

When something is supposed to be fun and then stops being fun, and instead becomes a constant bringer of anxiousness, frustration, and a desire to quit society and go become a mountain man -- then I suppose it's time to cut and run. I had it right the first time, I think. "Take the bad with the good, because there is so much fucking bad," should not have become applicable here. But, it has. At the end of the day, that's the problem and it's about time I recognised and owned up to it.